M-O-O-D-L-E-S-S

Met Mr Fnn @ 3pm. Walked to cathay to have our movie tix and headed to PS to walk. Had my all time fav JavaChipFrap @ StarBuck. He said out of 10 ppl, 8 ppl prefer Coffee Bean and im de 2/10. That makes me unique :X After buying our drinks, de bored us headed to bunk to play some online games. Times up and headed back to cathay for our movie! What a lame movie "Coming Soon". Boring movie.... Waste of $$. Then headed for our dinner @ LJS. Been craving for that since my 1st day of work. Felt weird when eating, cause we didn't really chat much =\. Felt really weird. And i dont like that feel at all. &&& i DIDNT GET TO SEE DANIEL WU! WTF %$^%$^%$^%$ Everyone were crowding and IM WAY TOO SHORT ):
Schedue's out and heard that my schedue is damn 'cho'. Shag... After he went off, went to meet yao and the rest. Slacked till 10+ den headed home. Met kenyo & his bro under my blk and chatted nonsense. Lol. They damn funny lahs. Clock strike 12am and said yes to home :D
Anyway, I just hope .............................................


Somehow, i just miss some feelings. I don't know how am I gonna explain how i feel. Guess only Jasmin knows how I am feeling. Some minutes I feel like wanting, but the another minute, I don't feel like. Feeling damn whirl and I don't know what I actually want. When beside, the feelig was like when I am with... That's the feeling i disliked most! Maybe it's for the time-being....

M-O-O-D-L-E-S-S is how i feel.

PS. It didn't turn out the way I want.

Smiles

Back from 'dinner' at Hk cafe. And yeah, this bodoh drove round and round of tamp cause he lost his way. While talking on the phone, this bird and bodoh keep parroting me! Fucking irritating. And yeah, I'm really looking forward to Monday!!! I can't wait :X

I did one fucking embarrassed . OMG lahs! Please don't ask me what is it.

You will never fail to make me have a smile on my face. Your just like a happy pill to me. Allowing me to have the special feeling once again. But I'm not sure how long can these feelings last. But one thing that I'm sure of is when i devoted myself to somethings, I'll never give up.
But, I'll still leave everything to fate :D

Cuteness melts

Rotted @ home today as there's no place in mind for me to head to. Was awaken by Daphnie's message and headed to audition straight after my washed up. Afterwhich, chatted with nicholas @ MSN till dinner time. The very random us talked about ghost. Damn errie to encounter stuffs like this. And he asked me lame jokes too. Buck up on your jokes Mr F&N :D

I'm having this weird feeling. Unable to describe it out. But one thing I'm sure that I really hate this kind of feeling. It really suck to the max! I can't be soft, if I want to do big things. but I'm really............ ARGH!

Yawns, I'm working tomorrow. Guess I'll turn in early? Provided someone turns in too (:

He's way gnikcuf too cute :D

message kaki(s).

Tomorrow's my off day and I'm glad that I can sleep as late as I want. Isn't that great?! Well, few days of work was damn bored. But I'm lucky to have a message 'kaki'. It's like we're both entertaining each other.

Today, yihao came to find me for lunch together with his campmate. My collegue said he looks like Yang Zhong Wei? It's like, so much different can? Work was boring today. Yumi, Yao, Xiong, Mao came to find me for dinner too?!?! And thanks cookie monster for the cookies! Didn't really expect you'll buy it for me >,<

I love message kaki(s). Rocks my day :D
Indeed, he brightens up my day (:

Sweetness;SugarOverDose

Taken @ Yaoyao's chalet (:

Haven been feeling this for effing years. He's damn sweet & caring lahs! I simply can't stop grinning ear to ear :D Fuck that bird, kept saying dog here dog there. Damn kpo about that thing. LOL! Damn fucking pissed with someone lahs. It's like none of your business if i smoke or if i am rough? Dont say till like you can read someones' else future. Look yourself in the mirror, you think you have the fortune teller looks? Omg man...
Glad that i dont have to see the BIRD FACE TMR :D
But i do have to see the fucking BIRD face on wed. HAHAHAHAS!
SugarOverDose with fruit juice :DDDDDDDD!

FnN Guy

Friday 20 Feb 2009

Met with Ahhui & Blue after work and headed to Yao's chalet. Tons of stupid photos taken.

Sunday 22 Feb 2009

Went to Food Fair with mother and I spotted a cute guy again! (HAHAS) Afterwhich, when to work and i told Jasmin about it. Daphnie & her went to Food Fair and they really saw him! At first they plan to bluff me that he's a fucking attitude guy but i find it rather interesting leys. Then suddenly, they laugh fucking loud man. And they said they were kidding. And i got it ! Hhahahahahs!

And now, i'm waiting for replies again? ._."

Hopefully he's much more more more more better (:

Edited /12.59am

Mr LG added me in MSN and i was shocked ! Cause it's like so random! Anyway, had a short chat with him & he's damn cute lahs, keep apologising =\

So cute (:

Ohkays, off to bed .

Goodnights peeeeeeeps!

cutie

I'm really starting to get the hang of everything at work already. it's isn't that hard to remember where the stocks are placed and how much they cost though sometimes i would still ask for help ! But that's normal for a new-comer !

Well, derrick & glenna dear drop by to visit me! Miss die them! Ahjim which is my boss is damn funny. Kept saying he lost 22k in don't know what thing. Abit lame lahs but he is a nice boss afterall.

Kind of pissed to wait for messages. As i was really expecting a reply, but none at all. Today in the shop, my mood kinda went sot. Felt like crying at that moment of time. But it came and ended quickly! Really sot lahs this kinda mood, plus the atmostphere added more emotional to it.

Does it pays to have a cutie contact? Maybe cutie isn't just interested. Well, i did what i could already and i'll just leave it to fate ! There's more to come :D

As for now, Mr LG is the cutest! :D

Mr Lg Guy

Damn fucking tired from yesterday's shift.

One fucking handsome guy came in our shop and Jasmin told me to see and Omg, got spotted by him! :X
Damn paiseh man...
The most embarrass thing was i brought jasmin to the IT fair and showed him the cute guy!
Indecisive me, but ended up making a final decision! And i got IT! :X
Omg fucking cute can! HAHAHAHAHAHAS!
But it takes two hands to clap ):
Seriously Mr Lg, ure fucking cute! :D
I just hope to see you again! :D

Today off day. Thought i could have a nice rest but nope. Mum's friends came and mahjong session. There goes my rest day ):
Now my life is just working working and just working. No time to go out ):
I miss Daphne, Sy, Csp, Ahhui, Flo, TwinnyJ & many more!

Ps. I hate full shift ): & i fucking miss him though I saw him ytd & idk when i will be able to see him again )): !!

CuteSingTelGuy

How nice of AhJi & WeiTing to drop by to 'see' me :x Damn ahji keep repeating the xlover. !@#$%^&@#$% Go die please.

Shag, tomorrow shift from 10am to 10pm.
SHAG! Fuck, for nothing i owe someone 2 meals =\
And nabeycheebye keep bullying me ._."

Ohkays, off to bed now !

Nights ~ :D

Ps. Tmr last day of IT fair means last day to get to see my singtel guy ):

cute guy

Fkg my old phone. Always giving me probs. But my problems has ended cause my mum bought me a new phone! Went to the IT fair during my break with my mum and as expected, packed with people. The guy intro-ing the phone to us is damn cuteeeee laaa! I think i decided on this phone is partly of him. LOL! Damn fkg cute laaa!!!

Afterwhich went back the shop and tell them about this cute guy! DAMN CUTE SIA! :X

I wanna hop by again! ;x

:D

I don't know why i will bother to reply your msg(s) though it's not worth it.

Had late dinner with Jasmin @ MakanSutra yesterday & she's really nice to chat with!
I'm really a quiet person, no doubts. (HAHA)

Ps. i'll do the relinking on my off day! Really pissed with my fkg lappy. Keeps giving me the *cannot find server*

Ure just merely a passer-by. Whether or not if its done by you, doesn't matter. Glad that we're cut out from contacts. U live your life, I live my life (:

:D

1st day of work

First day of work.
Stood for 9hrs plus? My foot is damn 'sour' now. Tired die me.
And the best thing for me is that first day of work and the next day is my off day!
Cool man....
Still, long hours after my off day ):
Ahhhhhhh!
Tired tired tired !
But overall, it's fun working with my new colleagues!
Got to replenish my energy !
Poofs :D

Job hunting

Went to Suntec yesterday with lovely Mango as she has the craving for pudding milk tea. Taste not bad but i prefer the mango ice blended! Damn niceee! Was trying to taste for the pudding but it's always the pearl i'm tasting. Afterwhich, went for our lunch cum dinner. And job hunting after that. Filling those forms till %$#%#%$%. Someone flied me! (Roar) Acc sp till her bf end school and yay home sweet home :D

Reply of tags

mangoCSP: LOL killer cpl LOLLL ;X II MISS MATI YOU TOO ! );

Me : Ya Killer couples!

zhiiyangBLUEツ: BigHead Bell ! ;x booooooo ! =x

Me : F.U ! *slaps*

Silver.C: Thanks bell. (:

Me : Np (:

JiiaTong: relink needed:D

Me : Relinked (:

fion: tag {:

Me : Hello ;D

glenna: heard that there'll be outing this sat?

Me : Yeay ! You'll be coming right? Imy ):

hhuiix: bell bell bell bell bell bell bell :X jy for ur exams ! ;DD

Me : hui hui hui hui hui ! You two jy ! Hee ^^ Love die you. HAHAHA! ;x

Yvonn: when online? when online? haaaaa

Me : Im onlineeeeeeee ! :D

my5centworthoftots: be urself & trust ur own decision. take advise from ppl dun mean u have to use it..

Me : Thanks for the advice (:

mangoCSP: ii hope & wish our phone will ring soon with unknwn numbers LOL ! yishun is gonnna rainn soon AGAIN );

Me : LOL! Why with unknown numbers? My place still bright sio :X

3months later

我把回忆关进房间眼前不断浮现
有你陪我所有画面朋友说我变的沉默
变的有些难过邻居都听见了寂寞

也许时间给的太少没有珍惜你的好
城市太喧闹你没有听到我不该把手放掉
没有了你没有爱情什么都已经是空气
这些没有你的日子没有了自己
没有了你没有力气孤单香水却来袭
我想念你身上气味请给我互相拥抱的机会
你离开后我才明了幸福已经溜掉你也许都不会知道

也许时间给的太少没有珍惜你的好
城市太喧闹你没有听到我不该把手放掉
没有了你没有爱情什么都已经是空气
这些没有你的日子没有了自己
没有了你没有力气孤单香水却来袭
我想念你身上气味请给我互相拥抱的机会

爱情如果都是微笑那多美好天亮的太早在偷一秒
想你的笑想听你吵才发现思念发酵耶~


That's how i feel now.
3 months and still feeling the same.
I[L]N[M]Y

ps.Thanks H for those talks (: