Remedy to my illness

Didn't really sleep much today. When I started to fall asleep, R.E kept spamming my phone and I can't sleep in peace !!! Arggggggg! But lucky it's a good news. I'm going for a job interview tomorrow at 10am. I hope I will be able to wake up in time for it. Cause I can really feel that my whole body is so weak. Wasn't feeling really good as in my health, but once I received his msg, It's like a remedy to me. I smiled the moment I read the msg. So sweet can !!! Hehehehe :D

Ure like a happy pill to me. =)

FUCK

Just back home after clubbing at St James Power Station. Woke up real early but fell back asleep at 11am+. Prepare and went for interview at 5pm. Window shopping and headed to PH.

Felt so happy when I saw "=)". Sigh, he didn't sent me much msg this few days. Whatever, I won't be the girl that will be waiting for guys to text. Fuck those things and stuffs that you asked me that day. That's me. If you want it, you text me. If not, so be it though I will not be used to it. But whatsoever it is, I have to get used to it. Nothing can carry on like this. I am gonna start work on weekends and i doubt I will be clubbing occasionally. Though Im like always saying these same old things. Saturday and Sunday full shift. Seriously, how I can carry on like this? Maybe once or twice per month? Idk... Weird feelings. FUCK !

I am back !

I am back ! My blog has been rotting for months ! Have been really lazy to do some updating. But finally, I am sitting in front of my laptop and doing some updates !

Well, for the past few months I have been clubbing like no bodies business and i am currently jobless. My previous company " inQbox " closed down. Don't ask me why , as I don't know the reason to it. It's really a pity as I have feelings for it for the past 1 year. Time passes really quickly and now I am hitting twenties' soon. My peers around me says that they are afraid of hitting twenties but I think it's like nothing. Maybe when I really hit twenties, I'll feel old. Seriously, I need to find a job real soon ! Any lobangs ??

Recently many things happened and I can't really explain all in one night. I think I'm falling sick as I have sore throat now! Not enough sleep these few days. I really need a good sleep ! I miss my ex-colleagues from inQbox.

I wonder when will our tanning session be........... *Laughs*

More random photos to be loaded tomorrow...

Till then...

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Being a good girl to stay at home on a Saturday night. How rare of me which mostly people would say if they were to see me online. Can't I get tired and no mood for clubbing? I am a human, I do need a break too. Hoping to explore more places rather than to hang at the same old place which makes me feel sick.

I have to many things in mind to buy and I'm going broke soon! Had been eyeing for heels recently and I am so afraid that I can't resist the temptation and buy it!

Need to save for the upcoming trip in feb! Can't wait for it!

Need some work out soon! Most prob on Monday! Maybe I'll be sleeping early today. Surprisingly... Haha

Lost without you

Having the sudden urge to blog so here I am. Well, currently I'm having the cravings for prawning... Anyone?? Had this craving due to my weird dream.

The weather has been freezing cold for the past few days. How I wished I could have a warmth hug. It has been some time since I felt that warmth. I remembered the moments spent with him. Just some random thinking while working. And whenever the song "You found me" is playing, eventually, you will come straight to my mind. Guess that I still can't really put you behind. Somehow I still miss you very much. Don't ask me why cause I don't know it myself either.

Feeling lethargic for the past few days too. I don't know why am I so tired lately. I really want a break. I need a long sleep. I need some personal time.

Whenever I think of you, a smile would appear on my face.
Thinking of the stuffs we chatted in the past, makes me yearn for it.
How I wished I could turn back time which I know It's impossible.
I remember you said you would send some warm jacket to me when I'm feeling cold.
Now, no one would say that to me anymore.
You're gone forever.
No more by my side to care and give concern to me.
No one to nag me to sleep early.
No one to pester me to eat my meals.
No one to surprise me with my favorite food.
No one to cheer me up whenever I am feeling low.
Others will comment me by saying stupid or whatsoever.
I don't care or even bother to what they have to say.
I know what I am doing.
I just freaking miss you, C.H.P!
Your smile melts me.
Your chats makes me happy.

After few months, I'm still clinging on...
Just like a panda clinging on to the bamboo sticks.
I'll cling till there are no more bamboos in these forest.

Lost without you...

Nothing Is Really Over Until You Stop Trying

"Nothing Is Really Over Until You Stop Trying"

RED ASS

Some overdue photos. Been rather busy with work & really lazy to update this rotting blog. I've many things in mind to post but ....

K came over to find me ytd and we had a nice chat. I don't know what I really want... After which got home and shower to meet ahhui. Sorry girl for letting you wait so long ! Had a bitchy chat with her and soon we parted. Met 'RED ASS' at my void deck. He look so different when in club and normal. SO DIFFERENT! He knows my weak point and he this red ass! We saw cockroaches! This red ass wanna give it to me. WTF! Argggggggg!

Lazy to update alr. Shall update when I have the mood

Till then.