It's really hard to forget someone whom you love alot? So random of me to say this ~ After 5 days, you're still part of my life. Will be wondering "what are you doing?", "have you eaten your meals?", "having OT anot?", "are you tired?", "found a new partner already?", "do you still love me?". Ahh so stupid of me to ask whether you still love me anot when we're no more together. Still so interested in your daily lifes. I don't know why either. I might have seem to forget about you but somehow, somewhere, you will still pop out in my mind. Which i had no idea where it came out from.
But the good thing about now is, whenever i recapped anything, expression on my face is different from the last time. Last time , i will be tearing like someone has passed away(example) but now, no more tearing.
Still longing for that hug of yours which i used to own it. Feeling so empty deep down. No idea what i want or long for. Tried to find back the previous me, but i only found back half of it. No idea where the other half went to.
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Hiro's back from HK! Have tons of things to tell him man! Felt so lost without you SLOWBOY! Now you are gonna hear my till you get sick of me. *evil laugh*
Went to open my letter box and got my result slip back! I can't believe i passed my OB! I really cannot believe it! I remembered the day before the exam, i went out enjoying the moon! (aws) So wanted to share the news with you but decided to blog it here cause you will read my blog?
Well, im not sure. But I'm sure you will read it! :D!
I am missing you many many many x999999999999999999999999999999999999 !
Aiyoh, shall mug a little later ~
I CAN'T BELIEVE I PASSED MY OB!
YAY!! ^^
;Reply of tags
♥ ForSaken: welcome my lover <3>
ME: I will & u stay strong too (:
Kath {♥}: Yoyo ;D -ROMANCE-x3 here! Hoho, found ya blog le Btw, ytd i made a mistake. .__. psps. Aft tht i ask Forsaken, thn he say is Ahbite, not ahbell. X: Paiseh! X;
ME:Hahas, its ohkay la :D Im not angry abt it too :DD!
hhuiix: SURE ANOT !! or u smile for _ _ _ _ ? LOL ! hmmm . no matter who u smile who jus be happy and smile always lurhs ;DD stay happy !
ME: _ _ _ _? Who ? I will stay happy la cos i knw i have great frens that care for meee ! Meet up soon ! :D
Friday, October 31, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Parklane
Went to ps yesterday to meet yumi and yuri. But before that, dropped by bunk to say hello to emodan. They are friendly sia... So funny can. Had our dinner together and danny and maojie came to say hi. Stupid maojie. Go die pls.
After which, went to down action city and met up with mystic , hellopanda and one more girl =x green bean brain keep shooting back yuri and it was damn hilarious. I swear. ! Then when heading to parklane, saw Htp & co. So misses the time back then ! Had our com(s) and audi ! :X
It was so dark that i can't even see the kepboard! Blahhblahh we went home =x
Bathed and everything , online!
Played and chatted a while and 2am ; sleeping time.
Ohkays, i just woke up not long and im lazy to go out.
Should i go and meet him? But if i meet him, i have to give an answer. Which i don't have an answer now! Aiyoh... Stress die me =\
You are getting out of my mind soonnnnnnnnnnnn ! :D
;Reply of Tags !
G: ive been missing you since my bd &everyd ok?!?!?!
ME:Me2 ! I wanna see u sooonnnnnn !<3
-ahJESS:Hellos :} Audition -ahJESS here ;D Lols ! Found your blog :} Hehs.
ME: Hello ! hahas :D
---AhJIIEx3:well, lover welcome ^^ stay happy and cheer up k? meet up soon <33
ME: Im really alright now (:
G: iyoh, shy, you put tht pic i draw for you, nxt time draw nice nice on black paper give you put inside file ok? muacks!
ME: Haha! Anything drawn from u, i'd like it very much! Muacks!
yl: u jeeep honey here there! call me! =x
ME:No more honey le. So DATE ME PLS! :X
hhuiix: stay happy ! i dun wan to see u cry anymore . u know what i mean and jus remember to smile ((: !
ME:I wont cry anymore! I'll smile for you people! and of cos for myself ! :D
♥ ForSaken: lover <3>
ME:Hahas, thanks (:
G: omg, dont stress, im here (: loveyou, dont make me wry ):
ME:It's rlly stress =\
JO: JUNIE JIE!
ME:MEI!!!!
After which, went to down action city and met up with mystic , hellopanda and one more girl =x green bean brain keep shooting back yuri and it was damn hilarious. I swear. ! Then when heading to parklane, saw Htp & co. So misses the time back then ! Had our com(s) and audi ! :X
It was so dark that i can't even see the kepboard! Blahhblahh we went home =x
Bathed and everything , online!
Played and chatted a while and 2am ; sleeping time.
Ohkays, i just woke up not long and im lazy to go out.
Should i go and meet him? But if i meet him, i have to give an answer. Which i don't have an answer now! Aiyoh... Stress die me =\
You are getting out of my mind soonnnnnnnnnnnn ! :D
;Reply of Tags !
G: ive been missing you since my bd &everyd ok?!?!?!
ME:Me2 ! I wanna see u sooonnnnnn !<3
-ahJESS:Hellos :} Audition -ahJESS here ;D Lols ! Found your blog :} Hehs.
ME: Hello ! hahas :D
---AhJIIEx3:well, lover welcome ^^ stay happy and cheer up k? meet up soon <33
ME: Im really alright now (:
G: iyoh, shy, you put tht pic i draw for you, nxt time draw nice nice on black paper give you put inside file ok? muacks!
ME: Haha! Anything drawn from u, i'd like it very much! Muacks!
yl: u jeeep honey here there! call me! =x
ME:No more honey le. So DATE ME PLS! :X
hhuiix: stay happy ! i dun wan to see u cry anymore . u know what i mean and jus remember to smile ((: !
ME:I wont cry anymore! I'll smile for you people! and of cos for myself ! :D
♥ ForSaken: lover <3>
ME:Hahas, thanks (:
G: omg, dont stress, im here (: loveyou, dont make me wry ):
ME:It's rlly stress =\
JO: JUNIE JIE!
ME:MEI!!!!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
A new beginning ; a new start
For once and for all, it's over again and it's for real this time. Holding on something that doesn't belongs to you won't end up be with you. Ohkay, lame. Maybe forgetting the pain I've got from you is much better. Though it takes time. Well, sometimes i may think i am over it but sometimes i think i am not. But I have set the determination to get over it already. It's better to have less pain rather to create more pain.
Life has to go on without him and i am sure life would be much greater without him. He is just another passerby which just passed by me. Just like what someone had said it. It just walk pass you.You noticed him maybe is because of something special made you look at him. Maybe he has something outstanding that just caught my eye. But i guess it is no more outstanding already. Seem to be losing the special glow in it.
The times spent with you were happy and sad. Unforgetable and memorable. Giving up and forgetting you.
A new beginning ; a new start .
A new me ; a changed me .
A new story ; a new chapter .
I miss you (:
Life has to go on without him and i am sure life would be much greater without him. He is just another passerby which just passed by me. Just like what someone had said it. It just walk pass you.You noticed him maybe is because of something special made you look at him. Maybe he has something outstanding that just caught my eye. But i guess it is no more outstanding already. Seem to be losing the special glow in it.
The times spent with you were happy and sad. Unforgetable and memorable. Giving up and forgetting you.
A new beginning ; a new start .
A new me ; a changed me .
A new story ; a new chapter .
I miss you (:
Friday, October 24, 2008
He is loved
Darling glenna drew this for me!Loves:D
Handsome? But i think my honey more shuai :X
I am soon gonna be died . The assignment is really stressing me up! Didn't intent to do it but audrey and the rest kept nagging me to do it! Argh! I am almost done and i got to touch it up in school before printing it. Stress die me can?!
Last day of school and I am really lazy to go! But i got to take those exam tips from Audrey Mah! Damn it, she threatened me to go school ! Last day of school is always boring... I am lacking of sleep! Sleep! I need a good sleep! My eyes are trying to close now. Damn it. Tired die me?!?!
HoneyBF is loved by me :D
I am sure he knows that !
Muacks =O
Thursday, October 23, 2008
honeyBF
I am sooooo happy! *Jumps for joy* Bf's awake ! It's like FINALLY! Oh my god!
And finally i went to school today ! After lesson's headed to the library and did my project. It's really stressing me up man! Stress die me =\. And of cause with honey's chat, it made me full of energy again! He is my energy source! Ohya, i was complaining throughout the lesson and friends were giving me their opinions. But i guess now , i won't do it =X
Reached home and had dinner with my mother & msn-ed with my honeyBF! When he told me he was awaken, i was like grinning from ear to ear. It is really happy to hear that can ?! He said he think till 1am in the morning till he fell asleep. Aws, poor bf. Made him think till 1am+.
I love you BF!
Thanks for all those care from you people! Many thanks to Flo,dori,boi,hiro,ivan & many more !
Gonna do abit of my assignment and also help hiro think of some things & im waiting for BF's call! I fkg miss him <3
Reply of tags
mangoCSP: SMILE SMILE /CHEER UPP!/<3
me:Thanks CSP! Thx for being there for meeee ! <3
val: hey girl, cheer up alright! (: Take it as he's just another passerby in your life! move on with life i'm sure you're able to do it! ^^ seeya ard in class. (:
me:Thx valerie :D Cya in class :D
-IVAN-: bell!heyoooo smile man...i said before im not gonna give you tissue for this kinda stuff ^^
ME: Yo smelly! I wanna a higher class of tissue PLS! ROFL.
G: dear! ily lah ok? muacks!
ME:Darl! ily too! missing since ur bthday! muacks!
hhuiix: bellbell ! anything can ring me up ! im free anytime for yoo (: ! smile girl . we are here for yoo . lovess <33>
ME:ahhuiiiiiii! Thanks for hearing me nag =X Cya soon again! loves!<3
YL: stupid BELL ! aiyo, smile luh dey ! so emo ! come out come out ! we listen t ur ranting & lend u our shoulder =D
ME:LDD! Walaus damn fkg long nv meet me le la. nv miss me uh! Bad la u! DATE ME PLS!
m.c: CHEER UP =D
ME:Thx idiot :D
mangoCSP: hongster die die die die ;x
ME:lols ~ ya first to die ;X
vOn: ask & i would lend shoulder t u.. cheer up ok?!
ME:yvon! i'll smile for u and ur daughter dawn ! :D
hhuiix: bellbell ! u forgot le mehh ! HND MA ! HONGSTER NEVER DIE ! but they will still die one day ! lol ! smile my girl ((: !
ME:ahhui~ LOL! hnd -,-" ya they will die one day =X Im smiling :D
-IVAN-:back to blog
ME:finally! Pls post and blog more abt me =X
Hiro: WAAA i back blogging eh xD
ME:another one back to blogging. blog more abt me too :X
G: IM SO SRY I COULDNT MEET UP W YOU GUYS!!!!! I MISSYOU TOOOOOOOOO
ME:ITS OHKAYS DARL! WE'LL MEET UP ONE FINE DAY ;DDDD
Poon: bo say till me de . nb T . T !
Me:wow, u tagged me :X hi poon! nb u bo contact me liao. Lost ur number lei, hp spoil~
---AHJIIEx3: hi lover <33>
ME:thx for being there too :D
tian shi aka angel girl: xing gan nu shen
ME: huh? weird chen hu. lols btw hello :D ure? ;x
And finally i went to school today ! After lesson's headed to the library and did my project. It's really stressing me up man! Stress die me =\. And of cause with honey's chat, it made me full of energy again! He is my energy source! Ohya, i was complaining throughout the lesson and friends were giving me their opinions. But i guess now , i won't do it =X
Reached home and had dinner with my mother & msn-ed with my honeyBF! When he told me he was awaken, i was like grinning from ear to ear. It is really happy to hear that can ?! He said he think till 1am in the morning till he fell asleep. Aws, poor bf. Made him think till 1am+.
I love you BF!
Thanks for all those care from you people! Many thanks to Flo,dori,boi,hiro,ivan & many more !
Gonna do abit of my assignment and also help hiro think of some things & im waiting for BF's call! I fkg miss him <3
Reply of tags
mangoCSP: SMILE SMILE /CHEER UPP!/<3
me:Thanks CSP! Thx for being there for meeee ! <3
val: hey girl, cheer up alright! (: Take it as he's just another passerby in your life! move on with life i'm sure you're able to do it! ^^ seeya ard in class. (:
me:Thx valerie :D Cya in class :D
-IVAN-: bell!heyoooo smile man...i said before im not gonna give you tissue for this kinda stuff ^^
ME: Yo smelly! I wanna a higher class of tissue PLS! ROFL.
G: dear! ily lah ok? muacks!
ME:Darl! ily too! missing since ur bthday! muacks!
hhuiix: bellbell ! anything can ring me up ! im free anytime for yoo (: ! smile girl . we are here for yoo . lovess <33>
ME:ahhuiiiiiii! Thanks for hearing me nag =X Cya soon again! loves!<3
YL: stupid BELL ! aiyo, smile luh dey ! so emo ! come out come out ! we listen t ur ranting & lend u our shoulder =D
ME:LDD! Walaus damn fkg long nv meet me le la. nv miss me uh! Bad la u! DATE ME PLS!
m.c: CHEER UP =D
ME:Thx idiot :D
mangoCSP: hongster die die die die ;x
ME:lols ~ ya first to die ;X
vOn: ask & i would lend shoulder t u.. cheer up ok?!
ME:yvon! i'll smile for u and ur daughter dawn ! :D
hhuiix: bellbell ! u forgot le mehh ! HND MA ! HONGSTER NEVER DIE ! but they will still die one day ! lol ! smile my girl ((: !
ME:ahhui~ LOL! hnd -,-" ya they will die one day =X Im smiling :D
-IVAN-:back to blog
ME:finally! Pls post and blog more abt me =X
Hiro: WAAA i back blogging eh xD
ME:another one back to blogging. blog more abt me too :X
G: IM SO SRY I COULDNT MEET UP W YOU GUYS!!!!! I MISSYOU TOOOOOOOOO
ME:ITS OHKAYS DARL! WE'LL MEET UP ONE FINE DAY ;DDDD
Poon: bo say till me de . nb T . T !
Me:wow, u tagged me :X hi poon! nb u bo contact me liao. Lost ur number lei, hp spoil~
---AHJIIEx3: hi lover <33>
ME:thx for being there too :D
tian shi aka angel girl: xing gan nu shen
ME: huh? weird chen hu. lols btw hello :D ure? ;x
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
IWANTYOU INEEDYOU IMISSYOU ILOVEYOU
I am so fkg happy that we are back together again. I just hope things can work out the way it is. I know you know that I love you. And i am jealous! Seriously, i have been telling flo what if "she" snatched you away from me. All i could say is, good luck. But of cause i hope that wouldn't come true lahs! Cause i know you love me right?*thickskin*
Been days since i last went to school. Really don't have the mood to attend school. Partly because of the break up lahs. Too upset over it =X
Had a cut on my index finger and it is fkg pain! Blood flooding like no bodies business! Till now it is still pain D:! How i wish bf is here with me now. I damn miss him lahs! Ohya, last friday met up junjie,ivan.leroy,danny & co. All together including me 9. So upset that darling glenna couldn't come. Been missing her since her bthday! I am glad they accompanied me lahs. Thanks for the cares , "toilet paper". In the evening, met flo, dori and BF! Accompained them to eat mac . I teared . I could only see his back view. I miss him so much. Once he went off, water pipe burst......
Ohkay, back to today's topic. Met flo & accompanied her to find for jobs! Ahhui joined us later and we had lunch together! They are such great companies! Was hesitating for some time whether should I buy that. And in the end i bought it! I hope ** will like it ! Though i don't know if ** will find it niang anot ><
Honey, do you know that i love you? Loving you more and more each day. Never will i let myself stop the love from flowing in me! I love you sooo much that i could hardly love myself! I am willing to try to make it work! Nono not try is must make it work! Muackzxzxzxz.
IWANTYOU! INEEDYOU! IMISSYOU! ILOVEYOU!
Hope to see you this week my love =D
Been days since i last went to school. Really don't have the mood to attend school. Partly because of the break up lahs. Too upset over it =X
Had a cut on my index finger and it is fkg pain! Blood flooding like no bodies business! Till now it is still pain D:! How i wish bf is here with me now. I damn miss him lahs! Ohya, last friday met up junjie,ivan.leroy,danny & co. All together including me 9. So upset that darling glenna couldn't come. Been missing her since her bthday! I am glad they accompanied me lahs. Thanks for the cares , "toilet paper". In the evening, met flo, dori and BF! Accompained them to eat mac . I teared . I could only see his back view. I miss him so much. Once he went off, water pipe burst......
Ohkay, back to today's topic. Met flo & accompanied her to find for jobs! Ahhui joined us later and we had lunch together! They are such great companies! Was hesitating for some time whether should I buy that. And in the end i bought it! I hope ** will like it ! Though i don't know if ** will find it niang anot ><
Honey, do you know that i love you? Loving you more and more each day. Never will i let myself stop the love from flowing in me! I love you sooo much that i could hardly love myself! I am willing to try to make it work! Nono not try is must make it work! Muackzxzxzxz.
IWANTYOU! INEEDYOU! IMISSYOU! ILOVEYOU!
Hope to see you this week my love =D
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