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Wore that tee-shirt to school. How i wish you could embrace me tightly and be here for me. *beats*(ouch) Wishful thinking of mine. Hahaaa~ (upload the tee pic someother day)

Today have been a long day for me. Lesson till 5pm but ended early. Sometimes, i really hate myself. As for why i hate myself, i am so silly. Just as hw Ginn said me. SILLY ME. hahaas~

Sometimes, i feel lost. No one to talk to. No one to share my problems. No one understands how i feel. No one....
Okay, i have no idea what i want to type.

The assignment is stressing me out.
Fag school.

Get the fagging out of my mind.

Memories

Was out with ahhui & ahblue at bugis. It's so bored lahs can?! No activities planned. All we did was talk talk talk & accompanied ahhui bought her stuffs.

Though i miss you, miss you like a friend.

I love you, love you like a friend.

Care for you, care like a friend.

Memories come and go & i can't get hold of it. I wish that you will be smiling always and don't keep everything to yourself. You can share your problems with friend. And do treat me like a friend still, don't treat me like an enemy (:

Afterall, God made us an item once though we ain't fated to be one forever (:

Update again... I'm so boreddddddddddd !

PS. I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS =(

brainless freaks

I have no idea which fucking arse spread that stupid rumours. Come on, if you have the guts to say it, make your name known so that i can know who are you. Don't be such a coward hiding. Have you had nothing better to do? Then go bang the wall instead. I don't think you will feel any pain cause you are brainless. Do you think by saying this, you are very big? Oh please, it's such a fucking coward act of yours. Get a life please. I can't stop stupid & brainless from talking but please think twice before you say. What if you were in my shoes and people say untrue things about you? YOU WILL BE FEELING THE SAME AS HOW I FELT WHEN I KNEW ABOUT IT. Such childish act to do this stupid things. I curse your mouth to rot, whenever you open your mouth,STINKY smell coming out, teeth start to decay, go out tio bang & become brainless, do anything also cannot do it properly. STUPID ARSE! GROW UP! Hope you become mouthless soon! =D

Childish people disgust me. You make me wanna puke my 18 years of food which i ate.
Fuck Off.
Thank You.

Tired

I've really no idea what others have in mind. Having to keep it to themselves is all they do. It's so hard to crack their skull to know what they are thinking. I give up. I surrender. Please don't give me any of this shits ever again. Friends comes by and goes quickly too. Some true, some fake. True friends stands by you whenever you needed someone. Fake friends just pretends to be true but on the other side, they blurt out false things about you. They are just some hypocrites. or rather some humans who are jealous of you?Wow, being random this few days. Just really sick of boot-lickers & people who sees appearance rather than the inner self. Bought a tee today with some wordings on it.
"Hug me or Kiss me , Honey" Omfg, i don't know which mind of mine asked me to buy it. I just took it showed it to my mum and she nod her head as in not bad and i just placed it at the counter. I just fell for the tee at first sight. Trying really hard to get him out of my life. I'm really trying. I may seem that i have forgotten him but the truth is, every night before i turn in, my mind will be filled with him & I'll be tossing on my bed. Sleepless night ever since then. Looking at loving couples really make me heartache. But i just got to accept the fact that he's gone. Well, I'm still in a dilemma. Nevermind, time is the medicine to everything. Looking forward to my future. I need a job man...I'm tired, heading for my bed soon. I've lesson tomorrow. Fcuk School.

Action speaks louder than words

Yesterday, Headed town for lunch with Dap & Sy. Met up with boi & ahwu and we headed for bunk? Of cause not for the coms there. Was to meet ahmao . Ahhui came & we all accompanied her for lunch. Chit Chat Chit Chat. So funny ~ "Last time my ahma is a chiobu" I was laughing my ass off! Damn hilarious lahs! They played com awhile & off we went our different ways.

Woke up late today and i was't able to attend my morning lesson. So i took my america time to prepare & audi-ed. Dap msg-ed me & off i went to school. Half the class was gone when we reached the class. Omfg! Sat for around 15 to 20 minutes, we went off too. Met up with ivan and junjie and we headed to Jurong point. Idiotic, was being tricked to go down. Actually junjie meet a girl and he was scared. (nbcb!) Ivan and me so poor thing =x Poor ivan, kept being beaten by me =x Serves you right for ''slapping'' me.

Aiyoh, i'm lazy to continue -,-"

I could only say others when i couldn't put it to actions. But i don't hope for anything. I just wish things will go my way & nothing will eventually goes wrong. I have my friends there for me. I don't want to disappoint them just for an unworthy person. But regarding if he's worth or unworthy, sometimes i'll have the hesitation between it though the answer is very obivous. What can i do? Nothing will to work if 'things' are back together. Ohkay, kind of random.

I'm still currently forgetting him .
But I'm alright ! :D
No worries lahs !

Fun

YAWNS~ I'm so tired. Got a call from Joanne & she's heading for my house. Maybe we would be having girls chat later on (:

Anyway, Was at town with ahhui and Junjie & CO. Danny made me kind of pissed off. ZZ. They headed to Bugis when he said they are coming back. Wtf. Bluff me. Nvm. Jj and ivan came to find me and makan ! Ahjie also came to find me.

Saw glenna! *hahas* So sweet ! :X ! Talked a little with them & ahhui and me went PS to walk. Bought my notebook! Went arcade to find the rest! Hahas. Derrick so big shot. Made everyone of us wait for him ._."

Was deciding where to go for i don't know how long. Glenna went off first =( ! So they came up with a decision of playing pool. So headed to Marina Hotel to open table. So funny can, jj's been claiming that he's a international player but he lost to ahhui! LOL! So funny ! They played for an hour plus while i watched for an hour plus too. (haha)

After which, danny came back and we all headed home? Hahas, ivan's such a gig. =X Not forgetting jj too. (=X)

Overall, fun lahs! Lets go out again! Hee^^ But this time round with plannings done! :D

Cya peeps ard!


;Reply of Tags

derrick: yo bell !! hurtful memories forget it then. tomorrow is a new day !
ME:Haha, thx dy :D

m.c: no sad feelings please.. you're the best girl ever!! (:
ME:=\ thx bai chi ! :D

Allen: btw i wil link u too, bell jys ><
ME:u2 jy :D linked (:

Bell'sBoy(:: hello im here to tag ; whatever happens for a reason,love aint so fun all th time.we just gotta move on with scars&learn to be better(: LV stop scolding each other here. its a place we laugh&joke.as friends. not as enemies.mango is just being concern.(: &thankyou for giving her such a screwup r/s dont worry i will treat her better than you.obviously i wont just come&go.i set a foot down to be tc of her.&i will do it better than you.(:so dont worry everyone.bell will be fine,oklar im not that good to make her happy but i'll be here for her.(: her superboy (: i hope this tagboard will be flooded with peace. aint flooded with fcks.tyty mango&hui&everyone else for putting effort cheer her up
ME:Thanks slowboy! Ure de best ever :D

ahboi:~haha! so many dai ji.. bell since over le, let it go.. find a better 1.. no point holding on to some1 who doesnt loves and trust u.. so old le still dont noe how to think.. haha~! stay happy!
ME:Whr got many taiji. U blind uh. LOL! Anw , thx for doing so much la. Lols. U2 stay happy !

ForSaken: jie ! T_T u cheated my feeling say u buang, so chio sia ! T_T
ME:lol?

YL: bell , smile ! & i wanna meet you stupid ! we shall b!tch & laugh our ass off like last time ! hahahahaha! forget abt LV . opps, i think gucci better ! hahah! lovelove
ME:LOL! AHDAN! Uh,, gucci doesn't sound better to me either. lols. Meet up soon bitch!

Tales

Yawns, awaken by some news and wasn't able to sleep back. Come on, if you want to say my things, tell me IN MY FACE. DOn't say behind my back. Only such cowards would do such things. Don't say "cb lei de bell *blahhblahh*" So obivious of who I am referring to. I bet you will sure tell her. Well, since i blogged it, I am not afraid of you telling her. Because this isn't the first time you telling her about it. Am I right? *LAUGHS* SO pathetic... And for you information, please do not add words to what i didn't say. I am very particular about such stuffs.

Do not dirty my tagboard with those vulgarities. I'll ban the person if i ever see it again. Please buck up on your english before leaving "some tags". (oops-LOL)

Will be going out with danny & co later. But what will we doing leis? Hmmm, I HATE YOU? Lol, kind of random? Yanws~

To My Friends : I am alright (: Don't needa worry for me. Cause I really thought it clearly already. Soon I will be L* free (: (LOL) Who did i mentioned? No idea =X But anyway, thanks for all your concern (:! You peeps are the best ever :D! As for now, I'm gonna study real hard. Missed out tons of things cause of ahem. I don't want to regret later in future.

Fuck, down with flu & sore throat. Never had i been so miserable in my life. First, all these shits come as and when it like & left a fucking obivous scars for me. Now with this irritating flu & sore throat.

Update with more happening later ~ Ciaos ~