Lost without you

Having the sudden urge to blog so here I am. Well, currently I'm having the cravings for prawning... Anyone?? Had this craving due to my weird dream.

The weather has been freezing cold for the past few days. How I wished I could have a warmth hug. It has been some time since I felt that warmth. I remembered the moments spent with him. Just some random thinking while working. And whenever the song "You found me" is playing, eventually, you will come straight to my mind. Guess that I still can't really put you behind. Somehow I still miss you very much. Don't ask me why cause I don't know it myself either.

Feeling lethargic for the past few days too. I don't know why am I so tired lately. I really want a break. I need a long sleep. I need some personal time.

Whenever I think of you, a smile would appear on my face.
Thinking of the stuffs we chatted in the past, makes me yearn for it.
How I wished I could turn back time which I know It's impossible.
I remember you said you would send some warm jacket to me when I'm feeling cold.
Now, no one would say that to me anymore.
You're gone forever.
No more by my side to care and give concern to me.
No one to nag me to sleep early.
No one to pester me to eat my meals.
No one to surprise me with my favorite food.
No one to cheer me up whenever I am feeling low.
Others will comment me by saying stupid or whatsoever.
I don't care or even bother to what they have to say.
I know what I am doing.
I just freaking miss you, C.H.P!
Your smile melts me.
Your chats makes me happy.

After few months, I'm still clinging on...
Just like a panda clinging on to the bamboo sticks.
I'll cling till there are no more bamboos in these forest.

Lost without you...