Madness, Crazyness, Ignorance.

Madness, Crazyness, Ignorance.

Well, hindering into people's life isn't good. Dragging people in to the problem adds even more no good to it. No idea why people likes pushing blame when that someone did nothing at fault? Hilarious upon hearing it. But then, maybe they just wouldn't admit their mistakes in the first place. Therefore, they would tend to push whatever blame they can to others. Closing an eye towards all these doesn't mean we're willing to carry those faults? There will be retribution on you in near future ~

Ohkay, some really random talks ... The topic just strike me and here I am blogging about it . Weird people everywhere, including me . Just loves happy endings ! I bet everyone does too ! Almost hit sales target today but never ): Nevermind, tomorrow will be a better day :D Shop's music thing is down and NO SONGS THRU OUT THE DAY! Boredness filled the atmostphere ~

Still wondering how will be the june schedue be ...

Life is filled with ups & downs,

Learn to overcome when met with obstacles,

And everything will be sunshine after storm :D

Lift games

Had some lift games earlier on with Jasmin. And god made an answer for me. Really glad that he's ohkay now. Upon seeing his message, was smiling like some crazy ass in the train.

Work was fine, had some crazy quiz with someone and she only understands me 60% only when she sees me EVERYDAY! How can she ^%#$#%$&%^%$^. You have to buck up ley GF. Lol... Still considering about 6th june outing... If he were to go, I will for sure GO lahs. But as for now, let me think ..............

And our dear joohniam won't be working with us anymore... Well, though you will be entering army, we could still hang out and talk cock together. Shall see you soon PIG :D

If i could minimize you, i would do it and put you in my pocket and never let anyone own you (:

Friends VS Lovers

Maybe someone was right, we shouldn't take everything so seriously. Treat it as a game... Having ups and downs, sad and happy... Well, things aren't meant to be then so be it... Won't force tooo...

Had this mini talk about changing our image to "shu nu". Just wondering what will next month be...

I'm leaving things as it is for now... Sick and tired already.

Just missing the times we chatted together... That's all (:

Maybe it's better to be friends than lovers...

time - break

I need a time - break from everything.
I hate waiting....
Fate, it's just an excuse to humour myself...
Whatever it is, I'm just gonna leave it as it is..........................

Wonders

Upon hearing that you were unwell, my heart stirred....
How I wished I could be there for you. Just my wishful thinking...
Anyway, take care of your health and drink lots of water.
Rest well and sleep more!
xoxo.

Had fun with the girls today at Kbox. Really have to train back my voice cause I found out that my singing sucks big time today. Or maybe my mind is filled with other stuffs? No idea...

Shall head to bed and call it a day.

Wonder when we will watch a movie together again...

I wish....

Full shift today & sales wasn't really good. As usual, talk cock with Jasmin and recently many customer says that we look alike? Had some hilarious nonsense at the toilet and others are laughing at our stupid-ness. Didn't know her maths calculation was so good. After which, listened to her 'stories'.

Memories...

Met up with Daphne after work and trained back to Yishun together. Chilled and lepak at 925. Ladies talk (:

As what I have said, I'm really afraid to fall into the trap again as I have a weak heart.

I don't wish to go thru all those again but I just wouldn't want to give it a miss.

Kind of disheartening upon hearing tomorrow's movie was cancelled.

But I understand your situation.

You have got to rest more and recoup your sleeping time cause I remember you love sleeping.

Movies can be watched anytime but sleep is more important!

At times, I really miss ........ (:

No empty promises?

Never did i expect these in the first place. I was being nice enough to be there for you and the best thing is, forgive you. But what did i get in the end? Attitude. Oh great. whatever it is. Fuck off. Don't think that you are handsome or whatsoever bullshit. Was really pissed off by how you replied me today. Is there a need to show your fucking attitude when i am just asking you in a polite way? Splendid... If these is what you want, then so be it. From now on, we'll be merely strangers. Walk pass by me and I don't even give a damn looking at you. Cause you aren't worth my eyes to look at. Useless, at these age of yours, you should be planning of your future. You should know what i am refrerring to. Shall not contact you anymore (:

Saw CA and she shared with me a good news. She got FIRST! Thats great my darling... Having to see her happy face makes me feel happy for her too. I saw my SISTER & weiting too! Idiot sis, didn't tell me that he's going down. Got a shocked! Happy to see my sis too!! *Laughs* Jimmy has been bullying me thru out the day ): What a boss. Lol...

However, I still hope you will remember it (:

No empty promises?

Smile with no regrets :D

Works fine today. Always being 'bullied' by jimmy as usual. Had dinner at food republic and their service sucks big time. But anyway, earned a free meal for the pig. (laughs)

I seems to be hiding away and shoo-ing away from you. I'm just afraid to see you... I can't really explain it myself either. I tried ways to overcome it but it has to always be jas who is forcing me to ... (she shld knw what) The feeling is back and ... i don't know lahs... Let fate decide and shall leave it to fate. Fate ah fate... Anw, thanks God for letting me know you (:

Smile with no regrets :D
I wonder does 25 still goes on anot... (:

Only You

Photos taken on sunday

Many things to do when reached the shop. Thanks to the pig who opened the door early if not those people would be waiting for me to open. After which when everything is done, went for lunch with Nic at 'kou fu'. Wanted to had our lunch at food republic but due to lunch hours ):

Kept bickering with each other about whether got a lot of customers anot. It really has a lot! Just that maybe people rather see or sit duck tour than to see your contact lens :X*HAHAHA* Headed back to the shop after lunch and jimmy was there. He started to gave me shits to do such as vacuum the boxes and sweep the floor.

Kind of lazy to elaborate further. Have some photos with Jasmin. Will upload it when i have it.

The day is fine when with you.

Cheerful self begin to arose.

Memories stays within us.

Just a look of you satisfy me (:

pending

( PENDING ...)

Shall Update Again.

Please Come Back Tomorrow :D

Hate(s) ; Impatient

Shy, only towards Juice (:

Sales wasn't good the past few days. But today was really busy with the stocks and everything. Done and backache. I can't deny that I'm getting older each day. Heard from my friend about these "kids" tagging at her blog. Well, their just keyboard warriors. Just let them be and they will feel inferior when thinking back about their childish acts. Such a failure acting at this age of theirs.

I just simply hate sore losers. Don't ever promise things when you can't take the losers punishment. Just fuck off far away and never ask me to play the stupid and boring game with you. Makes no sense to play with a sore loser. I rather watch my shows or surf the net. Don't think that ure famous and whatsoever. It leads you to no way. Please don't talk to me about your relationship stuffs when they doesn't even involved me. Thinking back, I was rather stupid to be there for you when you hurted me so much? Craps though, but I dont bear grudge. So I'll let the past be the past. Just get these in mind, don't ever fucking play any stupid online games with me. Thank you very much.

Should I go for the resit? I've really no confident in passing it. ):
All the things in my brain are just stuffs of boxP and those rental stuffs? Oh my gawd...

I wanna get many things but I've got no time! Argh, nevermind, I'll find some time for myself :D
Shloud I buy the dvd? Ahhhhh! Can't make up my mind -,-"

Can't wait for 25 May :D

Happy pills

I'll not let pass you by me like a stranger.

Awaiting for the day to arrive.

You make me smile with no worries & I'm loving it.

Happy pills once again (:

More of it

Smile all your troubles away! :D

Happy Birthday My Dear Daphne.

May all your wishes and dreams come true.

And I'll keep my promise to love you more every year !

Haha, See Ya soon (:

Ended work at 6 today and Met Ca to Vivo and meet up with Yumi & Xiong. Seems like Ca & me have many things to chat about! It's really nice talking to herrrr! Later in the night, headed down with Ca to Era. Saw the H1N1 Louis . Used the computer for an hour and talked to H1N1 for awhile. And i rang CBS up! Saw him and yeap, cabbed home with Ca!

I'm really looking forward to our next date! So cool talking to you! :D

Though scars have been made, but it faded away. But now, all i know is that my stomach is growling -,-"

Shall turn in now !!!

Goodnights my dear friends! Xoxo!

Reply of tags.

Isabel : JUNIE!

ME : HELLO!!!

Daphne: more heart-to-heart girly yippie conversation! (:

ME : Sure ! (:

S: you left me out with the heart girly yippie conversation. haha, crap

ME: Haha of cos not forgetting you (:

kenyo: how r u?

ME: Fine.

hhuiix: meeet up soon ! misses you !

ME:Yeah !! Meet up soon!!!!! Roar ! No saying of lazy the next time!!! Haha :D

Feelings aren't the same as before

Been catching up with my bestie(s) recently and never ending stories! And there's more to come!

Kind of felt sucky when someone says these, but does that. Does it benefits you? I don't think so, it's up to you to say whatever things that you like. All i can do is just listen and the next second, forget about it.

That stupid L kept disturbing me to play viwawa's game with him yesterday night and he was supposed to give me a morning call today. The patient him, called me 10 times before i picked up the call. Was really way too tired. Who asked him to keep spamming me to play with him the night before. All my answers were the same " yaya, okok, awhile more" . He got so fed-up that he gave up and went to sleep :X. Stop mentioning that I owe you 3 meals ley! Bodoh ... :X

B.S exam next week, yet to study. (stress coming soon)

The feelings aren't the same as before. But what I can do is to find a new feeling. It's much more better then remembering the old feelings. What hurts the most is being so close, having so much to say. Watching you walk away. And never know it, what couldn't been, and i'm seen and loving you.