Lazyness climbs over my head

Tired ! 3 days of full shift is really killing me! Body aches and everything, but lucky to have someone to text with to make my day :D Just roughly brief my week.

• Had tons of fun last Saturday @ St James! (photos to be upload when I am not lazy =P)
• Worked full shift the following day, but still endurable
• Slept till late afternoon on my OFF day, MSN-ed!
• Tuesday-Stomach cramps
  
• Wednesday-Shifting and stock taking of pwp stocks
  
• Thursday(which is today)-Full shift again
• Tomorrow(Friday)-Half day!:D

Having this feeling again. So afraid... Time will tell =)

Linger linger linger...
Blurr blurr blurr...
Cute cute cute...
Miss miss miss...

Misses getting stronger as days goes by

Back from Msia trip on Monday. Saw my beloved cousins and we were all missing the old times when we used to play together...

And was thinking of the "who" everyday without fail.

Am I too impulsive to make the harsh decision? Am I too dumb to listen to suggestions? But if it wasn't him who gave me those feelings, I won't make these harsh decision. He asked me not to regret as it's my decision. But I miss him so much that I've no concentration at work.

And today on the way to work, Memories just flash past my mind and I really felt sad upon my decision. How did i make these decision?! Why Why WHY ?! I kept repeatingly say "I want him back" But I know it's useless to say all this. Cause I have to bear the consequences if i were to have him back. But I really miss him fkg lots!

Why does every **** guys have the same thinking? FCUK OFF! I only want him. No one elses! Don't even bother to fantasize! I'll screw you up side down!

No one can replace you. Nor the feeling of you holding my hands and crossing the dangerous road and telling me those words.

The misses is getting stronger as each days goes by.......

Photos ; Stjames

Some overdue photos on 11 july 2009 @ St James.

Tons of photos taken!

Was supposed to be celebrating 11july with someone. But ended up nothing in return therefore decided to enjoy myself.

Memories just flash through every minute and seconds when I am having my free time.
I know that it isn't worth it but the memories are still stuck in me.
I've got myself clinging onto the scene.
I don't know why either.
Text people and trying to distract myself but in the end, failed.
At the end of the day, I will still be thinking of you

11 June 2009 - 15 July 2009

Put a stop to everything that is torturing me. Felt much relief after talking to Aloy. Glad that I asked him about it. Your words made me even more determine about it and the best thing is, pluck up my courage to forward him that text message which I just completed today. Though there would be still misses going on, I will overcome this barrier. Nothing will conquer me! The memories are there. It will never fade away.

Feeling numb all over. Will I break down? I don't know. Maybe I shall head to bed. Guess I'm really tired fighting these cold wars and I shall deserve a good rest.

Your love is a lie.

Party people

Saturday
Worked half day and some childish kids said I was childish when I did nothing? Hey bitch, What in the hell I did to get your childish comments? Get a life pease? I can tolerate your stupid small eyes when in MDIS. But that doesn't mean I'm a easy to bully person. Grow up kid. If you are unhappy, just call me or come find me in the shop as you alr know where I'm working. So childish to even scold me "dont be so childish". Laugh my ass off kid. You are nothing in my eye. Just a stupid, ignorant kid =) He made it sound as if I was the one in the fault. Whatever it is, you think your way, I think my way. I rather not get the trust from you since you said that. I don't give a fucking dame. Rather tired in giving in than to be my usual self which I will fight for my own justice. I will be sticking to my own rules and regulation. If you crave for it so badly, find someone who can satisfy you.

Ended work and headed to Vivo to meet Dap and Joohniam. Went to meet up with Selena and got our way to power house! Drank quite a lot but I think I can make it! Sober till the last moment! Though at first couldn't walk straight. Hit the dancefloor and high high high!!! Some disgusting guys tried to grind! Felt so disgusted... Aws, There's some who was super cute when we went to another side of the dancefloor. Their way of saying good-bye was super CUTE! Damn the rock and shuting's cousin. Kept disturbing me using my Hp. And they say we're like lesbians. Crazy ... Saw Xiaomei at the stage ! Nice seeing her!

Great chill out @ Power House ! Shall head back to P.H soon! Maybe this coming Saturday or what...

Move Move Shake Shake

PARTY PEOPLE ~

Mood swing

Photos taken on Monday/off day.

Met dap on Monday and headed to town for some walks. Char came later in the evening and we had some desserts before heading to Suntec.. .. .. .. :D

Mood have been high and low. These few days was quite alright, but still got the mood swings. Don't feel like serving those troublesome customers. I'll just give the fucking attitude to them. Just like this Cheena guy which is fucking irritating. Kept asking for discount when I told you umpteen times there is no discount on that item! Lucky he still bought it if not I'm so gonna curse and swear!

Lately have been thinking alot. Still no idea what I want. Random textes this few days. First was Joohniam, now is javier. How i wish Loves could text me more often! Been comparing you and him. After comparing, both wasn't that good either. Just that you've got the looks! Looks doesn't matter to me. It's the heart that matters. I just hope you would change and I could see what's actually in you heart (:

Hot and cold makes everything wet blanket. Don't do that to me cause who knows one day I might just let go...

Respect me for who am I and shall not judge me for who I am not.

Love me for who I am and shall not change me for who I am not.

Last but not least, respect yourself before you respect others.