I am back !

I am back ! My blog has been rotting for months ! Have been really lazy to do some updating. But finally, I am sitting in front of my laptop and doing some updates !

Well, for the past few months I have been clubbing like no bodies business and i am currently jobless. My previous company " inQbox " closed down. Don't ask me why , as I don't know the reason to it. It's really a pity as I have feelings for it for the past 1 year. Time passes really quickly and now I am hitting twenties' soon. My peers around me says that they are afraid of hitting twenties but I think it's like nothing. Maybe when I really hit twenties, I'll feel old. Seriously, I need to find a job real soon ! Any lobangs ??

Recently many things happened and I can't really explain all in one night. I think I'm falling sick as I have sore throat now! Not enough sleep these few days. I really need a good sleep ! I miss my ex-colleagues from inQbox.

I wonder when will our tanning session be........... *Laughs*

More random photos to be loaded tomorrow...

Till then...

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Being a good girl to stay at home on a Saturday night. How rare of me which mostly people would say if they were to see me online. Can't I get tired and no mood for clubbing? I am a human, I do need a break too. Hoping to explore more places rather than to hang at the same old place which makes me feel sick.

I have to many things in mind to buy and I'm going broke soon! Had been eyeing for heels recently and I am so afraid that I can't resist the temptation and buy it!

Need to save for the upcoming trip in feb! Can't wait for it!

Need some work out soon! Most prob on Monday! Maybe I'll be sleeping early today. Surprisingly... Haha

Lost without you

Having the sudden urge to blog so here I am. Well, currently I'm having the cravings for prawning... Anyone?? Had this craving due to my weird dream.

The weather has been freezing cold for the past few days. How I wished I could have a warmth hug. It has been some time since I felt that warmth. I remembered the moments spent with him. Just some random thinking while working. And whenever the song "You found me" is playing, eventually, you will come straight to my mind. Guess that I still can't really put you behind. Somehow I still miss you very much. Don't ask me why cause I don't know it myself either.

Feeling lethargic for the past few days too. I don't know why am I so tired lately. I really want a break. I need a long sleep. I need some personal time.

Whenever I think of you, a smile would appear on my face.
Thinking of the stuffs we chatted in the past, makes me yearn for it.
How I wished I could turn back time which I know It's impossible.
I remember you said you would send some warm jacket to me when I'm feeling cold.
Now, no one would say that to me anymore.
You're gone forever.
No more by my side to care and give concern to me.
No one to nag me to sleep early.
No one to pester me to eat my meals.
No one to surprise me with my favorite food.
No one to cheer me up whenever I am feeling low.
Others will comment me by saying stupid or whatsoever.
I don't care or even bother to what they have to say.
I know what I am doing.
I just freaking miss you, C.H.P!
Your smile melts me.
Your chats makes me happy.

After few months, I'm still clinging on...
Just like a panda clinging on to the bamboo sticks.
I'll cling till there are no more bamboos in these forest.

Lost without you...

Nothing Is Really Over Until You Stop Trying

"Nothing Is Really Over Until You Stop Trying"

RED ASS

Some overdue photos. Been rather busy with work & really lazy to update this rotting blog. I've many things in mind to post but ....

K came over to find me ytd and we had a nice chat. I don't know what I really want... After which got home and shower to meet ahhui. Sorry girl for letting you wait so long ! Had a bitchy chat with her and soon we parted. Met 'RED ASS' at my void deck. He look so different when in club and normal. SO DIFFERENT! He knows my weak point and he this red ass! We saw cockroaches! This red ass wanna give it to me. WTF! Argggggggg!

Lazy to update alr. Shall update when I have the mood

Till then.

Zirca / Rebel

Not bad, thou small but fun =) Zirca's bouncer is damn cute and handsome! But he took a really long time to check my IC. Had to show him my MDIS card too. And finally he allowed me in. And there was a compliment from him! Aws, Melt. HAHAHAHA! You really disgust me... Things won't go back the way it was before in the past. There's a line to everything. I'll take it as you were drunk. Indeed many perverts. Yuks... Undecided decision of mine... =)

Laziness climbs over my head

Say goodbye to your hair, nicholas. Haha

Some overdue photos, but for the complete set please refer to my FaceBook.

I am really lazy to blog already... People have been complaining that my blog is rotting. But all I can say is, I AM LAZY TO UPDATE! I have many things to blog but when ever I stare at my laptop's screen, my mind went blank. Well, I skipped this weeks clubbing. Damn boring week ahead... Mr K has P.O.P. Really hope to see him... Yearning to see him very much, but I am afraid that I'll fall back to my past footsteps. Nevermind, I shall look forward and keep a lookout ! Nic's gg NS tomorrow and I hope he will adapt it soon. Still remembered how we met and knew each other. Fate =). Shall club again soon!

Tomorrow's my off day and I have yet to decide what to do. Shall I rot at home again? Rotting is super boring.... But sushi makes my day =)

Clinging on to whatever I can hold on, but unsure of the strength that I am left with.

Why can't I just have the things that I love forever?

Guess it's all fate...

I shall surrender to fate then.