I rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else.

Been rather lazy to update my miserable blog. But I've decided to do it now. Great companions these few weeks. Different places to hangout and activities. I guess I really getting sick of clubbing, maybe towards PH. Been there for not more than 5 hours yesterday and we decided to head to H.I.G.H . Thanks D for fetching us ! =)

Never fail to make me laugh like a mad woman. HAHAHA!

Mad love with Flaming lambo. Had two yesterday but the alcohol didn't lasted. =(!

You never fulfil your promises that you made to me. You never once meant what you say. You never once understand what I'm thinking or feeling. I will really move on if I have find someone better. =)

I rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else.

爱上你是不需要理由， 因为那个理由已经足够

I miss you, ♥Silly.

Never did I miss someone so much that every minute, every seconds , ure always on my mind. I really need a rehab !

♥♥爱上你是不需要理由， 因为那个理由已经足够。♥♥

Time for miracle

Time for miracle.

After 2 months, I'm still into you. That is so unlike me at all. But I feel that it isn't going anywhere, as we're still stagnant. Not much changes much, but I guess this might be better? Just let it be and let fate decide.

You'll be heading for Genting Highland tomorrow night. Please take care of yourself and be back in one piece K? Though it's just for two days. But I will still be worried for you.

Saw my eye candy again for the third time ! And really obsessed. Hehe*

If i were to see eye candy again, I'll walk up and talk to him ! =)

Saw somethings and I realised she always say this but does that. But what to do, love is blind. Better not keep in contact with him in case I got the name of "bitch" or whatsoever you wish to name me. Once bitten, twice shy.

I move on and I don't look back. There's a reason why those people didn't make it to my future. =)

Silly, I don't know whether those things you told me was the truth or not. But I still chose to believe you. So please don't make me disappointed in you K? If not, I will really have to move on again.

Should I?

Though I said I want to let go of this feelings that I have for you, it's really impossible for me to do it. I always wonder to myself. Why is it whenever I post those serious status as you have mentioned, you'll always appear again? I posted them is to tell myself to let go of these fruitless beginning. I told you that and you said you'll leave me alone and never bother me anymore. At that point of time, I was hell afraid of losing you. Ever since, I never felt this way. I don't know what I want but I just want to maintain these between us. I am satisfied with all these. I don't wish for more just in case things turned out sour.

All I wish now is for Saturday's birthday bash to be happening and BFF Daphne to enjoy herself.
Thanks girl, for everything. Being there for me when I'm feeling down. Scold me to gain my senses back. Etc. Shall do one official post for her after the chalet =)

I wanna see that eenie meenie miney mo lover of mine

Party on the friday and rest on a Saturday. Which happens to be this week. Acc-ed my mother for breakfast today and the sun is freaking hot!!

Wednesday headed for Lan shop. How I wished I could pause the time when you fb chat with me "Love u" . It really felt sweet at that point of time.

We had known each other for over a month and we never fail to contact each other every day. Till now, I'm still not bored of you which means... =)

Ure working and though we hardly text or talk on the phone, at the end of the day, I will still receive you message! I like that ohkay !! =))

I wanna see that eenie meenie miney mo lover of mine ! =)

Sunshine after rain

We had a chat this morning... And I feel that we were like before. I like that feeling... You knew I have feelings for you and you called me stupid... I miss you , boy.

It really makes me upset to see girls calling you baby, honey and silly(which is only called by ME). I just want you to stand in my shoes. You don't like me meeting guys but you think I like girls calling and saying those things to you? I don't like. I'll cry my lungs out which I did on Saturday.

Why is it whenever I told myself to sort things out, you'll appear? I don't expect much, just wanna you to understand how I felt. =)

How much I wanted to tell you IMY when you asked me. But I just don't dare...

I miss you, Silly. =)

Whatya want from me

I seriously don't know what are you thinking. Does being honest becomes an offend? I spoke the truth to you but you were unhappy about it. Better then I hide and not tell you? Texted you several times but no reply. Text you again today saying good luck for your appeal. Normally you would reply me but now? WTF! I asked myself is this what I want? I guess not. I told buddies that I don't want to process more cause I know that in side myself, I don't think you are the one. Well, life is like this. I just have to accept it?

Hey, slow it down
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah, I'm afraid
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
I would give myself away
(Ooh) Once upon a time
I didn't give a damn
But now here we are
So whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see
That baby you're beautiful
And it's nothing wrong with you
It's me... I'm a freak
But thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn't even try but I think
You could save my life

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up on me
I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down

So
Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
(Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

I just want that Mac'Silly back.

Could I?

I am not being selfish right? =)